Magicalneo

time shall not wait.

Life is getting really hard.. , I don’t even have time to meet my best friends or my casual friends. I just wished I had many days off or something. 2012 is already going to end and.. I’ve not even done much this year. 

I wished I could talk to someone who understands what I’m going through but I doubt that person would exist because he/she probably won’t even have the time to blog or even tweet/fb at all.

There’s a responsibility I’ve learnt through my past few months in army that has been really useful. I’ve learnt how to develop positive habits.

There’s countless of things going through my mind everyday, feels like I’m a doll at times. I’m so hungry.. and I can’t seem to fall asleep at all.. at times I visit places where I used to have fond memories that kick’s me in the back of my mind in order to remind me that I’m still a human and not a robot.

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It’s already 12 July of 2012, time really flies.

A light shines upon the darkness that shrouds around me.

Today marks the start of my 22 X 365.5 days of conscious on this plane of earth. 
There’s so many things running through my mind. 

The End Draws Near.

BURNING with passion after watching the video’s from penang! truly an inspiration.
Went skating despite being tired.. , skating never fails to keep me in good spirit’s. 

It just makes me sad and stronger at the same time.
I keep falling deeper and deeper into the darkness…

Looking at the light through many possibilities.  

I’m burning with passion.
The stronger the challenges awaits me.
The stronger I’ll grow. 

feels so good that things are finally over.

I guess I’m ready for this new beginning.. As I’ve cleared my doubts listening to these songs over and over again. 

Sometimes, we just have to face the truth instead of searching so hard? ain’t it.. right? (:

Life is getting harder and harder everyday on the outside world whearea’s in the army things are just stale and stagnant.

Isn’t life about making friends, enjoying the company and adding value into each others memories?

Isn’t life about learning and studying, doing the things we like and settling down with a stable career and a nice warm family?

Well… troubles, every encounters (: some sadness some happiness. Some tears behind smiles and more..

Tick Tok. hello hello.

1 more week before ATGM’s get posted to kranji camp… 

One more day till I get my next posting (:

I’ve accomplished most of the task I wanted to do for my block leave.

Met up with a few of my loved ones and talk about the usual stuff based on individual people I’ve met.

Went to M’sia with rocky,xin yan and eugene yesterday.

Managed to ice skate on Monday and Tuesday, I’ll be ice skating on Saturday again.

Gonna go dance today and read more books about marketing in the library as well.

Getting new Mini-HDMI cables for my TV and gonna practice my guitar <3

Spring cleaning has never been this fun before.

Kestrel *Blood Sweat Tears!* (:
The company I was from in  BMT Tekong 01/02/12 - 08/04/12 

Three more days to my graduation parade from tekong. It’s gonna be my last book in today (:

Met my bestie’s yesterday night and lepak at chloe’s house, it felt as if two months just passed damnn quickly.

Memories that were crafted into my mind in my BMT life.

(01/02/12)

While I’m getting used to army life, I’m also missing out a lot of things as a civilian. Sometimes I just wished I could forge all my deep passionate feelings into a bottle and keep it in my drawer and only draw these energy when I’m out of camp.

The world I’m dreaming never seemed to blurred. Looking closer at the people that revolves around me. I really thank them to be part of my life.

While everyone’s into relationship and stuff, I’m just looking forward to make a little change in my life each and everyday. I want to be a better person, drawing myself closer to god and also to be a useful person (:

With so many rival’s ahead in my life that don’t even seem to give a shit about what I do. I just smile and remember the old days when I was secondary 3, it feels as if life has just started all over again. 

Though I’m often reminded that I’m not 15 anymore but 22 this year. Through all adversities, I’ll keep on moving.

It’s 2nd of March today and my bunk mates are getting their A level results today, we’ve also got to book in at 7.30pm today.

There will be field camp for me tomorrow till 8 of march and this will be one tough week ahead especially since we are one of the best company’s in BMT, the training will be an eye opener.

I just realized that 1/2 my BMT is already over once field camp ends. Only left with range (grenades and guns) and also the games day.

I really really miss skating and dancing a lot. I can’t wait for Jcube to open and also I really hope that I’ll be able to get into a vocation that isn’t in the combat field. 

My life seem to have been revolving too much into some sort of an intoxicated feeling not being able to be physically doing something but mentally yeah.

I’m a natural daydreamer after all (:
I wanna do great things in time to come this year.